Just wanna know why u did this, why?

Sampai skunk aku tatau kenapa nak kene hancurkan orang dengan tanpa sebab, suke2 nak hancurkan hati orang demi kepuasan diri, I just wanna why? is it fun to play with? macam maen game? Ok been in this situation bile dia datang and berkenalan,

SITUATION A

Player -"Yes saye single, he's my scandal anyway and nothing serious between us"
Victim - "Ouh really??, great..
Player - "Saye suke awak and kite boleh siryes i mean getting serious and i need u more than everything"
Victim - "Yes me too, thanks for being nice and sincere... (well this is bullshit)

Been there? well i spent my precious times for this stupid situation, i wonder why players, "lovers" nak kene buat camni, padahal dorg dah ade relationship?why?

SITUATION B

Player - "susah jadi saye, org xkan paham...i need both!!"
Victim - "No, choose between me or him/her ( with hopes yg diri nie terpilih la)
Player - "Plz jangan paksa saya, ugut saya camni.."
Victim - "saya xnak jadi reason why u break with ur current lover" (being nice and sincere)

In the end, kite yang saket...die tggalkan kite bile kite mmg perlukan die 100%, like what? can u just imagine how bad it is? like u wanna burn urself, attempt to suicide or anything..My question is why?
My type, personally..I'm becoming so serious and honest with this kind of thing, aku jenis yang akan commit and do everything tok keep the love, once bile bende bertukar menjadi mende buruk...mesti aku frust, cume org xkan nampak how bad it is la kan, Aku been through situasi nie...but this one paling terukla, and honestly aku mmg xkan dapat lupekan die...sbb aku sayang and cintakan dia. Well, aku akan teruskan perasaan nie, xkesahlah die lupekan aku sbb now die mmg bahagia ngan lover dia...and just wanna say that, i bukan plastic and fake, kalo aku cintakan ir sayang seseorang aku akan buat n kekalkan perasaan tu, too bad yg aku dipermaenkan, at least aky xbuat mende nie :-

1.HOOK UP WITH SOMEONE ELSE WHILE I'M HAVING A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP.
2.PLAYING AROUND WITH "FEELINGS" BEING SUCH A FAKE MORON.
3.SATISFYING MYSELF, NEEDY AND EVERYTHING ALL ABOUT ME.
4.SIMPLY SLIPPED OUT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENED.
5.XRASA BERSALAH OR TRY TO JERNIHKAN KEADAAN.
6.FUCK AROUND, BEING FAKE.

Sorry, but nie yang aku nampak...again the question is why? is it that a right thing to do? So far aku dah cukop seksa diri aku and pikih ape sialnya aku, but aku lupe...its not my fault, aku xbuat mende2 nie...people out there, i just wanna say, if u found somebody yang betul cinta and sayang korg, jangan la hancurkan hati dorg demi nafsu korg tu...mmg best, but bile kite sendiri kene saket tau x? so janganlah...elakkan..bile aku tgok diri aku dengan keadaan yang aku lalui...aku rasa terok sgt, bile aku tengok ex aku sedang berbahagia going out "dinner with love", cube korg bayangkan ape yg aku rasa? aku lebih rela dikelar or mati kene bunuh dri aku dgr or read anything about their happiness...